Born Gay?

There are people out there, like myself who knew they were "different". I'm not going to say gay because you don't know that your "gay" until you understand what it is. I've always been attracted to women, my first crush was a girl in elementary. While all my friends were crushing on boys I was crushing on THEM. It came natural to me. so I believe I was born this way... I've had boyfriends because all my friends had one..but at the same time, I had girlfriends. I came out of the closet in middle school, then jumped right back in when me and my girlfriend broke up. Got me a boyfriend, and everyone thought I was straight again..lol I guess you can say the boys were a cover up. Some of the boys I was attracted to and some I was even intimate with, and had feelings for. I was soo lost. For years after that I CHOSE to go against something that was natural to me. What people don't understand( and I didn't either) is homosexuality is not a CHOICE you are born with these feelings. The CHOICE in the situation is choosing to live the lifestyle that is natural to YOU..or living the one that's natural to someone else.

I hate to label myself as a lesbian or bisexual because neither is a true description of who I am, Even though I am in a lesbian relationship of four years. I think the best word to describe me is queer. I am a mix of them all lol. THAT I am sure of. I am for LOVE. Love is genderless....

xoxo,
Beaute