OHHH NVM

I thought I wanted to update..but I decided against it. That is all for now. Now, I sleep.

xoxo,
Beaute

LEAVE CHRIS ALONE!

So Chris Brown posted a video on Youtube stating that he is not a "monster" and promoted his new album (which I WILL be buying) and this started a big gossip blog frenzy. Some people suggest Chris go into hiding for a year. (B.Scott) And issue a PUBLIC apology. For what?! This shit is retarded..yes, what he did was wrong, but what does he owe ME an apology for? He didn't attack me. If I remember correctly he did issue an apology..it wasn't good enough for the public.. I've put all that shit behind me...so has rhi and he's trying to as well. These celebs are only human and just like he made mistakes so have you and I. This shit is soo stupid..the boy is trying to live his life (no pun)..if he's getting help he don't have to broadcast ALL his personal business to prove shit to none of you. If you guys think he's a monster that's your opinion but this bandwagon shit is getting old and tired. GO CHRIS!! Lol if Britney can redeem herself after driving on the highway with her baby at the wheel you can too.

xoxo,
Beaute
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Out with the old..

Because wasn't shit new about those bitches..no matter how much help is offered the pay out is ALWAYS the same. Trust me, I won't loose any sleep over the events that happened today. My 100Grand always said "A bitch that don't have shit, will make sure you don't either the second you cut em off." And I believe that. I don't have time for childish games from a miserable married couple. *blank stare* fuck all yall! Its just me and Boo and my babies to the End. At the end of the day we are not moved by this shit because your tactics were weak. You've done that before why should I care now? We are not seeking approval from no one, unlike yourself lmao its funny what you will do for acceptance and for people to "like" you. When will these bitches ever learn? In due time grasshopper.
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Rant/Flakes

No, I am not talking about your dandruff..I am talking about these models and their lack of professionalism. (is that a word :-/?) oh well you get what I am saying. Don't book a photo shoot and call in at 2:30pm on the day of the shoot, when you were supposed to be on set at 1pm. There wasn't even a legitimate reason as to why she couldn't do the shoot. Her excuse was she "overslept" and didn't here the 13 calls that the photographer and myself placed. She wasted my time as well as the photographers time. Not to mention I turned down better shoots offered for that same day only because she booked first. She has been blacklisted. That was totally unacceptable. anyway. That is all hopefully next week is a bit more productive.

xoxo,
Beaute

Hair Show

May 4th we had a hairshow at our school. The theme was hairstyles from the Past, Present, or future. I knew everyone would do something futuristic so I decided to do something in the past. Seeing how fashion repeats its self I noticed that Mod hairstyles are hot right now. So I decided to go with Mod in the 1960s. The Twiggy era. I had soooo much fun. I was the only student that did any type of hair cut. Which was great! The model I used was Jessika Monique and I have another shoot with her next tuesday. Here's one of the photo's from the hairshow pre-photoshoot.



isn't she lovely? lol Anyway, the hairshow inspired me to book a few photoshoots with some models and photographers to get my portfolio together. I'm focused. since I lost all the images I had before I will be starting fresh.

Born Gay?

There are people out there, like myself who knew they were "different". I'm not going to say gay because you don't know that your "gay" until you understand what it is. I've always been attracted to women, my first crush was a girl in elementary. While all my friends were crushing on boys I was crushing on THEM. It came natural to me. so I believe I was born this way... I've had boyfriends because all my friends had one..but at the same time, I had girlfriends. I came out of the closet in middle school, then jumped right back in when me and my girlfriend broke up. Got me a boyfriend, and everyone thought I was straight again..lol I guess you can say the boys were a cover up. Some of the boys I was attracted to and some I was even intimate with, and had feelings for. I was soo lost. For years after that I CHOSE to go against something that was natural to me. What people don't understand( and I didn't either) is homosexuality is not a CHOICE you are born with these feelings. The CHOICE in the situation is choosing to live the lifestyle that is natural to YOU..or living the one that's natural to someone else.

I hate to label myself as a lesbian or bisexual because neither is a true description of who I am, Even though I am in a lesbian relationship of four years. I think the best word to describe me is queer. I am a mix of them all lol. THAT I am sure of. I am for LOVE. Love is genderless....

xoxo,
Beaute